Pages Penned in Pandemic with Claire HM

Language, as in love, can be both searing and safe, a refuge, a home, or a destination. Claire HM's poem, "slowly then all at once," explores this notion, and is now available to read in the print collective! Until then, I'm excited to chat about Claire's pages penned in pandemic.

What does the pandemic currently look like in your city?

The UK is currently in a month long country wide lockdown with only essential shops and places of education open with no mixing of households. In the past 8 months there have been two months where limited mixing of households have been permitted in my home city of Birmingham.

What are some favorite books you've read during quarantine?

Sascha Aurora Akhtar’s 199 Japanese Names for Japanese Trees, Mary Gaitskill’s Veronica, McKenzie Wark’s Reverse Cowgirl, Sangeeta Bandyopadhyay’s Panty, Anne Walsh Donnelly’s The Woman With An Owl Tattoo, and Anne Sexton’s Live or Die.

Have there been any movies, tv shows, podcasts, etc. that have helped keep you at ease the past few months?

“Ghost of a Podcast with Jessica Lanyadoo,” “The Spiritual Gayz,” and “The Secret Library Podcast.”

How has the pandemic affected your writing?

My writing has been an anchor in my life during the pandemic, as it usually is. It helps me to process and to heal in ways that I've found no substitute for.

Are there any projects you are excited to keep working on? If so, can you give us any details (no spoilers please!) about your project?

I'm continuing to adapt and submit my first poetry pamphlet, 'Stirred for a Bird'. It's a sequence of poems where encounters with birds, winged creatures, and their association as messengers from the spiritual realm, is the central motif. The title, taken from GM Hopkins' 'The Windhover' was chosen to reflect the sequence's playfulness with tone, gender, sexuality and spirituality- taking a phrase from the canonical poem and playing on its British colloquial meaning. The poems, like 'Slowly then all at once', often show breakdowns of form, where gaps and silences hold their weight against words. In theme, the poems explore dynamics within heterosexual sex, and the declaration of artistic and spiritual authority from the embodied experience of the ‘othered’.

If asked ten years from now what the past few months have taught you about being a writer, what would come to mind?

Continue to write to process your life, heal in your life, anchor into your life.

Have there been any fellow writers or people in your life who have helped you stay connected during the pandemic?

The online Poetry School courses I've taken with Sascha Aurora Akhtar, Stav Poleg and David Caddy and the awesome community of writers they've held space for to come together have been central to my writing experience in lockdown. As have the Sunday night online write-ins generously hosted by Dal Kular for her magical She Howls writing pack. Oh and Caroline Donahue's 'Dream to Draft' program and all the aspiring and inspiring novelists I've gathered with there. There has been such a range of support offered online to writers during the pandemic, both free to the writer and those that give compensation to the tutor/coach too.

Is there anything that excites you about the changes being incited in the publishing world in light of recent events?

It seems like an expansive time for the small presses and I'm excited by a frequent stream of news of writers being published for the first time. I've seen an increase in open calls by publications and presses to give voice to writers who have experienced being marginalized too, which is encouraging for the future of diversity in small press publishing at least.

Are you a plotter, pantser, or somewhere in between? Has this changed during the pandemic?

I let things bubble and rise. Longer works of fiction often start as poems for me. I'll write a few on a similar subject and I'll start to see a larger story emerge that I want to explore in prose.

Where is your favorite place to write? Has this changed during the pandemic?

I love to coffee shops to avoid the siren call of folding laundry or doom scrolling on my phone. If I've paid for a soya flat white then I want the equivalent value of writing time. At home it's so much easier to get distracted, but that's the only option I have at the moment so I've had to work on my 'not being distracted by chores or my phone' muscle instead.

If you curated a playlist for writing life in the pandemic, what top 5 songs would be on your list?

1.) “Witch” by the bird and the bee

2.) “Breathe” by The Prodigy

3.) “My Favourite Game” by The Cardigans

4.) “Count Your Blessings” by Mattiel

5.) “Divine Hammer” and The Breeders,

ABOUT claire hm

Claire HM teaches English and literacy to migrant communities in Birmingham, UK. She's recently had poetry published in Black Flowers, streetcake, and on Mooky Chick. In October 2021, her debut novella How to Bring Him Back will be published by Fly on the Wall press.

To learn more, follow Claire and her writing journey at her website and on Twitter and Instagram.

Thanks for chatting, Claire!

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Pages Penned in Pandemic with Jasmina Kuenzli

Often the only way to make sense of heartbreak or chaos is through the lens of fantastical stories, which provide a distance from the darkness. Jasmina Kuenzli's poems, "Ariel" and "The Sea Witch," explore this notion, and are now available to read in the print collective! Until then, I'm excited to chat about Jasmina's pages penned in pandemic.

What does the pandemic currently look like in your city?

I was in a small town outside of Austin with family for spring break when it hit.Everyone started wearing masks, and there were warnings all over the place, but most people didn't stay home after the first couple of weeks.There are a lot of people who don't take the virus seriously and refuse to wear masks. Currently, I am teaching in Houston. We started in-person learning this week, with safety measures. It doesn't feel safe at school--we are mainly doing the best we can to keep people safe, but the state will not allow us to do learning virtually. Many of my colleagues are still virtual because they are high risk. Students and staff are lonely and burnt out, and it seems, as cases rise in the Houston area, that the possibility of at least being exposed to COVID-19 is a certainty at this point. Some of my coworkers and students have already lost family members. It feels extremely bleak.

What are some favorite books you've read during quarantine?

Red, White And Royal Blue by Casey McQuistion, The entire Witcher series by Andrzej Sapkowski, Annihilation by Jeff Vandermeer, I'll Give You the Sun by Jandy Nelson, and of course I did a lot of re-reads as well!

If you haven't been reading, what are some books you're most looking forward to reading?

I'm currently reading Jeff Vandermeer's Dead Astronauts, and I love it so far!

Have there been any movies, tv shows, podcasts, etc. that have helped keep you at ease the past few months?

I've watched all the Star Wars movies over and over and listened to the “Thank the Maker” Podcast throughout quarantine. I also love the podcast "Awsten and Travis' Slumber Party." and I've retreated into a lot of my favorite old shows: “New Girl,” “The Vampire Diaries,” and “Criminal Minds.”

How has the pandemic affected your writing?

I was able to write a lot more at the beginning because when we started virtual learning, my workload and stress level decreased considerably. I was dealing with a lot of harassment at work before the pandemic, and online, it went away. I am actually significantly more productive and less depressed even now than I was when the pandemic started. However, since school has started, the avalanche of new requirements and student engagement issues have made my writing levels decrease—it is sometimes difficult to get up the motivation or put aside the time to write. Teaching this fall has resulted in double the requirements for teachers, significantly less time to do it all, and significantly less engagement from students. not to mention that we're living in a time of political turmoil and the state of Texas, at least as far as education goes, does not seem to care about its teachers or its students. It's hard to keep my head up and write, but I'm trying!

Are there any projects you are excited to keep working on? If so, can you give us any details (no spoilers please!) about your project?

I have a novel called The Pirate Queen, a space opera that is inspired by the story of Irish pirate queen Grace O'Malley and Queen Elizabeth of England. I wrote it for my master's thesis, and I am working on editing it and getting up the courage to send it to publishers for publication! I'm also working on compiling a book of creative nonfiction essays about my romantic relationships. And I kind of want to make a book of poetry. (You can see how I feel like I don't have time to do anything).

If you haven't been able to write, are there any projects you're hoping to work on next?

I also have an idea for a fantasy novel series based loosely on caricatures of my best friends.

If asked ten years from now what the past few months have taught you about being a writer, what would come to mind?

1) Start with what brings you comfort and why you started writing in the first place (the stories that inspired you first) 2) Read. It is much harder to write if you're not reading. 3) Make note of what stands out to you, what happens, how you feel. And leave it alone. Don't pressure yourself to turn it into art until you look back on it later.

Have there been any fellow writers or people in your life who have helped you stay connected during the pandemic?

My family, my best friends Brenna and Sarah who I talk to every single day, my dog nephew Denver, and Congresswoman Alexandria Ocasio-Cortez.

Is there anything that excites you about the changes being incited in the publishing world in light of recent events?

I'm hoping that the publishing world will offer more opportunities for writers without connections, upcoming writers, and writers from marginalized communities. I also am hoping that the publishing world stops turning up its nose at fanfiction, because honestly some of the best writing I've seen is on fic websites. Publishers--search AAO3. There are so many talented people out there! Some of my favorite things I have ever read have been on fic websites, and I still write fic!

Is there anything that worries you about the changes being incited in the publishing world in light of recent events?

No.

Are you a plotter, pantser, or somewhere in between? Has this changed during the pandemic?

I have no idea what this means?

Where is your favorite place to write? Has this changed during the pandemic?

My favorite place is just somewhere I can be ALONE. I need to not have anyone else in my head.

If you curated a playlist for writing life in the pandemic, what top 5 songs would be on your list?

1.) “Sunnyland” by Mayday Parade

2.) “Glitter and Crimson” by All Time Low

3.) “I Miss Having Sex But At Least I Don't Wanna Die” by Waterparks (I mean)

4.) “Christmas Tree Farm” by Taylor Swift

5.) “Illicit Affairs” by Taylor Swift

Without too many spoilers, what is your favorite scene you've written since the pandemic began?

I wrote a couple of stories based on fairytales and I'm really excited about them!

While the future is just as unknowable as ever, what is something you are most looking forward to this year?

Seeing my family and friends over the holidays!

Is there any advice you would give to young writers during this time?

Do not stop writing. Do it as often as you can, as much as you can. Do not care if it's bad.

ABOUT jasmina kuenzli

Jasmina Kuenzli is an author of poetry, creative nonfiction, and fiction. When she isn’t writing, Jasmina can be found weightlifting, running, and holding impromptu dance parties in her car at traffic lights. Her life goals include landing a back flip, getting legally adopted by Dwayne “The Rock” Johnson, and being a contributor on Drunk History. She would like to thank Brenna and Sarah, who hear all these stories first, and Harry Styles, who is sunshine distilled in a human being.

To learn more, follow Jasmina and her writing journey on Twitter and Instagram.

Thanks for chatting, Jasmina!

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Pages Penned in Pandemic with Megan Cannella

When tasked with navigating grief, sometimes it is easier to wonder about the what was or what ifs then deal with the actual act of missing someone. Megan Cannella's poem, "Estate Planning," explores this notion, and is now available to read in the print collective! Until then, I'm excited to chat about Megan’s pages penned in pandemic.

What does the pandemic currently look like in your city?

People keep trying to get back to normal too soon- restaurants, casinos, and resorts have reopened. I'm alone in my studio apartment.

What are some favorite books you've read during quarantine?

Belabored by Lyz Lenz, Luster by Raven Leilani, Pleasure Activism by Adrienne Maree Brown, You Exist Too Much by Zaina Arafat.

Have there been any movies, tv shows, podcasts, etc. that have helped keep you at ease the past few months?

I've gotten into “Supernatural,” which is not my normal thing. I've also been leaning hard on “Real Housewives of New York” and “New Girl.”

How has the pandemic affected your writing?

It is the reason I got back into writing. I hadn't written creatively in about 10 yrs. Now I am an editor on a lit mag. Writing has given me an outlet for my anxiety about the pandemic and about my relationships, as I am so isolated...because science.

Are there any projects you are excited to keep working on? If so, can you give us any details (no spoilers please!) about your project?

I just want to keep growing in my writing and eventually finish my dissertation. My dissertation is about dystopian motherhood in 21st century American lit, so it has been especially difficult to work on right now.

If asked ten years from now what the past few months have taught you about being a writer, what would come to mind?

The last few months have made me lean into my independent nature. I was always independent, but spending so much time alone and going through a break up during this time has made me more independent and thus braver in my writing. I am writing stuff that even surprises me.

Have there been any fellow writers or people in your life who have helped you stay connected during the pandemic?

C. Cimmone and the other editors at Versification have been a life saver. Also lit mag Twitter (I don't know what else to call it) has been amazing and has helped me feel less alone.

Is there anything that excites you about the changes being incited in the publishing world in light of recent events?

I am glad that more people are making space for more voices.

Are you a plotter, pantser, or somewhere in between? Has this changed during the pandemic?

Pantser.

Where is your favorite place to write? Has this changed during the pandemic?

In bed—nope. I have a studio apt...not too many places to go.

If you curated a playlist for writing life in the pandemic, what top 5 songs would be on your list?

Probably just a lot of The Mountain Goats.

Without too many spoilers, what is your favorite scene you've written since the pandemic began?

There was a weird flash piece I wrote about working at a call center—that was my favorite.

While the future is just as unknowable as ever, what is something you are most looking forward to this year?

Moving forward with my projects and only doing what makes me happy.

Is there any advice you would give to young writers during this time?

Keep going...even if you have to pause for a very long time...keep going.

Is there anything else you would like to share?

Stay safe and well.

ABOUT Megan cannella

Megan Cannella is a Midwestern transplant currently living in Nevada. For over a decade, Megan has bounced between working at a call center, grad school, and teaching. She has work in or forthcoming from @PorcupineLit, @dailydrunkmag, @VerseZine, @TBQuarterly, and @perhappened.

To learn more, follow Megan and her writing journey on Twitter.

Thanks for chatting, Megan!

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Pages Penned in Pandemic with Lucia Larsen

The way fairytales and myths have taken real narratives and twisted them into something fanciful, something more palatable for every age, exists to ensure no story is forgotten. Lucia Larsen's poems, "Spell" and "Heart," explore this lush language, and will be available to read January 2021 in the print collective! Until then, I'm excited to chat about Lucia’s pages penned in pandemic.

What does the pandemic currently look like in your city?

I live in Stirling, Scotland and we are currently at Level 4 restrictions. There is some outdoor seating in the city center, and most places are open for take-away, so the city still feels alive and busy, even though the indoor spaces are mostly empty or closed. We are also surrounded by nature at Stirling, and the weather is still nice (when it isn't raining!), so you can walk by the river, hike Dumyat Hill, or go up to Stirling Castle if you need to get out of your apartment for awhile.

What are some favorite books you've read during quarantine?

I recently read Piranesi by Susanna Clarke and The Lying Life of Adults by Elena Ferrante, which were both phenomenal. I also enjoyed The Pull of the Stars by Emma Donoghue which takes place during the 1918 flu pandemic.

If you haven't been reading, what are some books you're most looking forward to reading?

I just ordered Priory of the Orange Tree by Samantha Shannon from Category Is Books. They are a "Fiercely Independent Queer Bookshop" in Glasgow, and they love giving book recommendations!

How has the pandemic affected your writing?

I would say, more than my writing itself, the pandemic has affected my involvement in the writing community. Through social media, while stuck at home, I have started connecting with so many writers and lit mags, and they are incredibly welcoming and supportive. They are so earnest about boosting other people's work, offering feedback, and drowning out the inner voice that says 'but am I really a writer?' I am so grateful to them.

If asked ten years from now what the past few months have taught you about being a writer, what would come to mind?

The love of writing and reading creates community. Even if you only write for yourself, and never share your words, you are never alone, and you are still a writer.

Are you a plotter, pantser, or somewhere in between? Has this changed during the pandemic?

I am a plotter, but rarely does the finished product look anything like I originally intended! As Jericho Brown said "you begin your poem in language rather than in idea."

Where is your favorite place to write? Has this changed during the pandemic?

I have been going on lots of walks and writing in my head or on my phone as I get inspired, and then I edit on my computer in my bedroom. I will also get up in the middle of the night to jot down lines in my journal, which I then have to decipher in the morning!

Without too many spoilers, what is your favorite poem you've written since the pandemic began?

This poem has not been published yet, but I am taking an Environmental Economics class, and it is very frustrating to reduce ecological services to a monetary value in order to promote sustainable practices, so I wrote an anti-capitalist ecocentric speculative poem in response. I'm really proud of it, and I hope it finds a home soon.

While the future is just as unknowable as ever, what is something you are most looking forward to this year?

At the time of this interview, Thanksgiving is coming up (I am from the States), and so I have a Zooms-giving planned with some of my friends. Since the pandemic started, we have been celebrating all the holidays virtually together, which I have really appreciated.

Is there any advice you would give to young writers during this time?

Connect with lit mags and other writers on social media! Read the new work they are publishing, even in genres you don't write, since reading different styles will only add to your writer's tool belt.

ABOUT lucia larsen

Lucia Larsen is currently studying for her MSc in Environmental Management at the University of Stirling. Her recent work has appeared in Tealight Press, Neuro Logical, Tipping the Scales, and Fever Dream.

To learn more, follow Lucia and her writing journey at her Link Tree and on Twitter and Instagram.

Thanks for chatting, Lucia!

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Pages Penned in Pandemic with Pam R. Johnson Davis

Throughout tough times, it is often the sense of caring for another that helps keep us going. Pam R. Johnson Davis's poem, "5 a.m. Conversations With a Friend," explores this poignant moment of simple interaction, and will be available to read January 2021 in the print collective! Until then, I'm excited to chat about Pam’s pages penned in pandemic.

What does the pandemic currently look like in your city?

Many things in Chicago are shutting back down. Mayor Lightfoot recently just ordered that all indoor dining and bars close. It has been hard on our restaurant families as the weather gets colder.

What are some favorite books you've read during quarantine?

I have been binge-reading contemporary Black romance novels. Any work by Christina C. Jones is my absolute favorite. I also re-read a few classics, including most recently The Rime of the Ancient Mariner.

Have there been any movies, tv shows, podcasts, etc. that have helped keep you at ease the past few months?

I'm not a big podcast person, but I recently started listening to “The Happiness Lab” while I go for walks and it has been such a wonderful addition to my daily routine.

How has the pandemic affected your writing?

The pandemic has impacted my writing in a positive way. I write more now. My poems vary in topic because I have time to think, to try prompts, to do a few virtual open mics. It truly has been a gift in that way.

Are there any projects you are excited to keep working on? If so, can you give us any details (no spoilers please!) about your project?

Yes! I'm excited to be working on my next book—a chapbook! It has been fun editing, cutting, re-adding, and re-adjusting to fit a smaller format.

If asked ten years from now what the past few months have taught you about being a writer, what would come to mind?

I would tell whoever asked that I learned that your best work is still yet to come ♥

Have there been any fellow writers or people in your life who have helped you stay connected during the pandemic?

YES! My BFF L'Oreal Thompson Payton (@LTintheCity)

Is there anything that excites you about the changes being incited in the publishing world in light of recent events?

I love that there is a more inclusive focus, especially for Black writers. My writing often reflects my lived experience—in Blackness, womanhood, grieving, healing, and hope. I employ accessible language and often dabble in AAVE in my writing. That hasn't always been accepted in publications, but I'm seeing that change more and more and I love it.

Where is your favorite place to write? Has this changed during the pandemic?

My favorite place to write is in my bed. I often have things come to me in dreams or while streaming a show. With the pandemic, I get to be home and in bed more, so it has truly been a delight to write.

Without too many spoilers, what is your favorite poem you've written since the pandemic began?

This morning I wrote a poem about trying a writing prompt and failing. That was super fun!

While the future is just as unknowable as ever, what is something you are most looking forward to this year?

Being home with my partner for the holidays. No pressure from family to visit, so we get complete peace at home.

Is there any advice you would give to young writers during this time?

Write when it's hard. Write when it's light. Write when you feel joy. Write when you feel pain. No one can take your pen. Your thoughts and ideas are yours. So, don't stop writing.

Is there anything else you would like to share?

This was such a fun interview! Thank you so much for making space for this, it truly is a highlight in my evening.

ABOUT pam r. johnson davis

Pam R. Johnson Davis is a writer, poet, singer, and educator residing in Chicago, IL. She loves writing poetry, especially as she navigates life, loss, and love. Her first book, Seasons (I'll Be Seeing You): A collection of poems about heartbreak, healing, and redemption debuted at the #1 spot for New Releases in African-American Poetry and Women's Poetry on Amazon and won the "Best Urban Poetry" Book Award at American Book Fest in August 2020.

To learn more, follow Pam and her writing journey at her website and on Twitter and Instagram.

Thanks for chatting, Pam!

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Pages Penned in Pandemic with Ash Slade

Looking back on 2020, a stark reality for everyone involved the notion of uncertainty. Whether that be in terms of employment or health or day-to-day struggles with motivation or mental health or whatever, the uncertainty of the past year remains clear. Ash Slade's poem, "On This Road We Go Down," explores this journey of uncertainty, and will be available to read January 2021 in the print collective! Until then, I'm excited to chat about Ash's pages penned in pandemic.

What does the pandemic currently look like in your city?

It's tough like in most other towns. That being said, I think most people get the seriousness of the situation. Most people stay home unless going to work, school, or permitted activities. People wear masks and keep their distance like they should.

If you haven't been reading, what are some books you're most looking forward to reading?

I'm looking forward to reading poetry by Walt Whitman, Dylan Thomas, and William Carlos Williams.

Have there been any movies, tv shows, podcasts, etc. that have helped keep you at ease the past few months?

“Pawn Stars,” “Midsomer Murders,” and “The Virginian.”

How has the pandemic affected your writing?

I've had more time to engage with pen and paper. I've been working less and writing more. I've been revising pieces from three to four years ago to figure out how they can work now. I think the pandemic has made the process more deliberate for me. I play with the words in my head more than I did before. There's more drafts and redos.

Are there any projects you are excited to keep working on? If so, can you give us any details (no spoilers please!) about your project?

I only write a few poems at a time. No big projects like a book are in my plans. I'm working on a poem about my dad now.

If asked ten years from now what the past few months have taught you about being a writer, what would come to mind?

The most important lesson I've learned is to keep a record of key things that happen. Jot anything that comes to mind down so it's not lost in the shuffle of confusion. I've always done this, but I'm doing it more seriously now. What people overlook, I focus in on.

Have there been any fellow writers or people in your life who have helped you stay connected during the pandemic?

No fellow writers since that's my jam. That being said, I have a close friend that is my spiritual advisor in all matters. Whatever the situation, she's handing it over to God. She was a fundamental adult in my formative years, and became close friend as I've gotten older.

Where is your favorite place to write? Has this changed during the pandemic?

My favorite places to write are my bedroom and the living room while watching TV. These places stir great ideas because I'm able to sort out what's rumbling around in my head. I like my bedroom because I can sit in bed or at my shaky desk and jot it all down. My second space is the living room where I can watch TV and think out my ideas, or sit and look out the backdoor windows. I do some writing at work in between checking out customers at the register. You see interesting people and that jogs ideas too.

If you curated a playlist for writing life in the pandemic, what top 5 songs would be on your list?

1.) "Firework" by Katy Perry

2.) "Subterranean Homesick Blues" by Bob Dylan

3.) "Here I Am Lord" by Dan Schutte

4.) "Daisies" by Katy Perry

5.) The Summons by John Bell

Without too many spoilers, what is your favorite poem you've written since the pandemic began?

"On This Road We Go Down" because I think it captures the journey of uncertainty. We know we're headed somewhere, but unsure of the details about it all. I'm convinced someone is walking that road with us too. For me, that's God, but it's different for each of us.

While the future is just as unknowable as ever, what is something you are most looking forward to this year?

Christmas and New Year's. These two holidays are most important because they represent new beginnings. I think 2021 is going to be a turning point and clean slate in terms of dealing with this illness. Christmas also centers the individual on more important things like unity and peace.

Is there any advice you would give to young writers during this time?

Keep writing. Let this uncertain time inspire your pen. Don't stop writing, your voice is more important now than ever before.

ABOUT ash slade

Ash Slade lives in CT. She has written poetry for fifteen years starting at 13. In her spare time, Ash enjoys reading poetry, studying the Bible, and spending time with loved ones. Previous publications include The Blue Nib and Circus of Indie Artists: Nevermore Edition edited by Dale Bruning.

Thanks for chatting, Ash!

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Pages Penned in Pandemic with John Grey

Too often, we let the smallest of moments slip by without another thought. If we're lucky, however, we take the time to appreciate the ephemerality of such things such as a spider web, morning dew, or a rosebush. John Grey's poem, "First Touch," explores just this, and will be available to read January 2021 in the print collective! Until then, I'm excited to chat about John's pages penned in pandemic.

What does the pandemic currently look like in your city?

Cases and deaths have been high. Most people though are wearing masks and social distancing.

What are some favorite books you've read during quarantine?

Typhoon by Joseph Conrad and Black Money by Ross McDonald.

Have there been any movies, tv shows, podcasts, etc. that have helped keep you at ease the past few months?

Watched the TV series "Wolf Hall" and movies like "The Hours" and "Trumbo."

How has the pandemic affected your writing?

I've been writing more than ever.

If asked ten years from now what the past few months have taught you about being a writer, what would come to mind?

The key is discipline.

Have there been any fellow writers or people in your life who have helped you stay connected during the pandemic?

Some email connections thankfully.

Is there anything that excites you about the changes being incited in the publishing world in light of recent events?

I'm pleased that so many literary zines are surviving the pandemic and many more are coming in line.

Is there anything that worries you about the changes being incited in the publishing world in light of recent events?

The fake news and conspiracy theories that so many people are hooked by.

Where is your favorite place to write? Has this changed during the pandemic?

My study; now and always.

While the future is just as unknowable as ever, what is something you are most looking forward to this year?

I'm hoping to be able to travel again.

Is there any advice you would give to young writers during this time?

Make the most of more hours by yourself.

ABOUT John Grey

John Grey is an Australian poet, US resident, recently published in Soundings East, Dalhousie Review, and Connecticut River Review. His latest book, Leaves On Pages is available through Amazon.

Thanks for chatting, John!

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Pages Penned in Pandemic with Christy Nolan

We're all guilty of letting small moments pass by without recognizing their importance, but throughout 2020, those have become among the most important. Christy Nolan's poem, "For Body, For Mind," explores certain minutes passing by, and will be available to read January 2021 in the print collective! Until then, I'm excited to chat about Christy's pages penned in pandemic.

What does the pandemic currently look like in your city?

Like an afterthought. Some people take it seriously, some tried for a minute. Having worked at a restaurant from July until the latest New York State micro-cluster shutdown in November, people very much seemed to feel entitled to the freedom of choice when it comes to severity and consequence. I struggle with this. Buffalo is a blue collar city, and people here are passionate about having the freedom to work and take control of their own health. I love Buffalo, and the area is deemed "the city of good neighbors" for a reason, but I see so much lost in that title right now. So many people are stuck inside, struggling mentally, financially and physically, out of work and losing faith because others refuse to think of them. It all feels both selfish and understandable. A bigger picture can be stressful to consider at all times. I've slipped up a lot myself. We're all just trying to get by at the end of the day, but we can all stand to do so with a bit more kindness and consideration.

If you haven't been reading, what are some books you're most looking forward to reading?

Kayla King's NYT Bestselling Series - release date TBD

Have there been any movies, tv shows, podcasts, etc. that have helped keep you at ease the past few months?

Oh man, I’ve binged every streaming service. Some highlights: "Palm Springs," "New Girl" (again), "Pride & Prejudice" ('05), "Fleabag" (again), "Stateless," lots of crime dramas, and not enough comedy.

How has the pandemic affected your writing?

Being part of this collective has reignited my motivation to work on this part of myself. I used to go to writing as an outlet, to convince myself and others who didn’t take me so seriously that I had talent and to process emotions in a better way than I had been used to, especially with trauma and just the constant beatdown of life. As I got older and gained confidence in my intelligence, perspective and insight as a person, writing became less of a need and more of a passion; and while this might make it seem like I would have turned to writing more because of that shift, it actually caused me to put it on the backburner. It feels good to be back, and I’ve had a lot of fun charting my progress as a more mature wordsmith throughout the year.

Are there any projects you are excited to keep working on? If so, can you give us any details (no spoilers please!) about your project?

I’m mostly excited to get my name out there. This opportunity has given me a burst of motivation and excitement that my mental health sort of kept away for a long while. The poem I’m excited to share in this collective is heavy, but I have so much more to share about the beautiful in the small and the big in the quiet. My social media platform is wide open to opportunities!

If asked ten years from now what the past few months have taught you about being a writer, what would come to mind?

I've learned more about life, myself, and my strengths, which has given me confidence to share my work to this extent. I've also taken more time with my work and understand the endless task of editing and rewriting like I've never known before.

Have there been any fellow writers or people in your life who have helped you stay connected during the pandemic?

I can think of a few wink.

Is there anything that excites you about the changes being incited in the publishing world in light of recent events?

People are starting to take the initiative themselves. Art is subjective, but good art is clear. Mainstream outlets aren't as important or regarded as they once seemed to be because there are so many other ways to showcase great work.

Are you a plotter, pantser, or somewhere in between? Has this changed during the pandemic?

If it involves overthinking, I'm there.

Where is your favorite place to write? Has this changed during the pandemic?

In my bed at 3 a.m. Some things will never change.

If you curated a playlist for writing life in the pandemic, what top 5 songs would be on your list?

1.)” I am California” - John Craigie

2.) “She Always Takes it Black” / “Honey, It's Alright” - Gregory Alan Isakov (sorry, can't just pick one of his)

3.) “Heaven Up There” - Palace

4.) “Past Life” - Maggie Rogers

5.) “Save Yourself” - Kaleo

Without too many spoilers, what is your favorite poem you've written since the pandemic began?

The one I hope you accept!

**Editor’s note: As this interview goes live, that poem has been accepted for publication in the collective!

ABOUT Christy nolan

This is Christy’s first time submitting her original poetry, though it isn’t the first time she’s shared her story. She’s no stranger to reflecting on the uncomfortable with meter and alliteration and has always found comfort in the notes of her hand-me-down, cracked-up iPhone. The isolation brought on by the pandemic extended Christy the space to find purpose, confront the past, and rediscover parts of herself she’d forgotten she loved. Christy lives a wonderfully middle-class life in Buffalo, NY and fell in love with the ordinary before she knew what that meant. Laughing or crying, she’s grateful for any opportunity to feel; she hopes her work encourages the same in you.

To learn more, follow Christy and her writing journey on Twitter and Instagram. And for more phenomenal playlists, follow her on Spotify.

Thanks for chatting, Christy!

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Pages Penned in Pandemic with Jason de Koff

While there is always the sense of facing the unknowable, never has this felt more prominent than in the year 2020. Jason de Koff's poem, "Navigating New Worlds," explores just this in a dreamy atmosphere with no escape, and will be available to read January 2021 in the print collective! Until then, I'm excited to chat about Jason's pages penned in pandemic.

What does the pandemic currently look like in your city?

There is widespread, free testing which I think has helped to keep numbers down. Local governments are unable to enforce a mask policy but private corporations are requiring masks for staff and customers which I believe is also helping.

What are some favorite books you've read during quarantine?

The Forest by Edward Rutherfurd and Upstate by Edmund Wilson.

Have there been any movies, tv shows, podcasts, etc. that have helped keep you at ease the past few months?

“The Great British Bake Off,” “The 100,” and “The Office.”

How has the pandemic affected your writing?

I started seriously writing and submitting poetry during the pandemic. When there were fewer things to do, I found this as a great outlet for my creative energy.

Are there any projects you are excited to keep working on? If so, can you give us any details (no spoilers please!) about your project?

I am working on a chapbook of my poetry.

If asked ten years from now what the past few months have taught you about being a writer, what would come to mind?

I found I could be a successful writer and discovered a passion that had been greatly minimized in the past.

Are you a plotter, pantser, or somewhere in between? Has this changed during the pandemic?

I'm more on the planner side but have a pretty casual attitude about it. During the pandemic, this casual attitude definitely helped me to wade the uncertainty that the pandemic brought. I realized there wasn't much we could do about it but try to navigate as best we could and try to keep a positive attitude.

Where is your favorite place to write? Has this changed during the pandemic?

I enjoy writing outside. For me a lot of my poetry is inspired by nature so this makes the most sense for me. I believe its always been this way.

If you curated a playlist for writing life in the pandemic, what top 5 songs would be on your list?

1.) Tubthumper by Chumbawumba

2.) Wonderwall by Oasis

3.) Thunder by Imagine Dragons

4.) Beautiful Letdown by Switchfoot

5.) Slide by Goo Goo Dolls

Without too many spoilers, what is your favorite line from a poem you've written since the pandemic began?

"...no pictures are hung, in the hallways of fallow minds" in my poem called "Poets, Help Wanted”

Is there any advice you would give to young writers during this time?

Keep going, whether you are writing or not, just keep going.

ABOUT jason de koff

Jason de Koff is an associate professor of agronomy and soil science at Tennessee State University. He lives in Nashville, TN with his wife, Jaclyn, and his two daughters, Tegan and Maizie. He has published in a number of scientific journals, and has over 30 poems published or forthcoming in literary journals this year.

To learn more, follow Jason and her writing journey on Twitter.

Thanks for chatting, Jason!

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What We Called the April Poems

There is something to be said of celebrating successes, no matter how small they may be. During the difficult days we've faced throughout the last few months, this feels more important than ever.

In an attempt to celebrate my friends' birthdays, I collected the 30 poems I wrote during April into a book. Now titled Things We Left on the Mantle, I couldn't help but include the additional moniker: or What We called the April Poems. This name was lovingly given to these gems in the months since being written exclusively on my iPhone’s Bear app.

This book is dedicated to the bests who live on opposite coasts, but never fail to come together on FaceTime to remind me that goodness can obliterate even the darkest of days. But it must be said, that the endeavor to follow National Poetry Month to its end would not have been possible without the daily feedback from Amanda K. and Uriah, the additional words from Amanda M., and to the fellow writers from One For One Thousand for their existence and unknowing reminder that photos can do wonders for framing narratives.

Through compiling those daily words and poems into a tangible book, I found myself celebrating not only the accomplishment of persevering, but also the beauty of vulnerable words, some true, most only half, but penned into existence nonetheless. And though this collection is unpublished, unedited, and perhaps only temporarily titled, it became real the moment the words left my mind.

So why are these specific poems so special if they're unpublished, unedited, etc?

I think too often writers and non-writers alike get caught up in the validation of someone else proclaiming words matter. Or that those words are only important once published and placed in the world. Don't misunderstand, dear, reader, the feeling of publication is a uniquely boasting and bashful beast, one which continues to thill every time. However, I've come to the point in my writing journey when I know enough to take a breath and a minute to revel in my ability, to feel gratitude for my perseverance, to agree when people tell me they love my big, beautiful brain. I love it, too. I'm trying to find that happy medium between humility and pride, and I think this book has struck that balance.

What makes this year noteworthy?

You didn't really ask, but I suppose it's something, dear reader, that you may wish to know. While I attempted to write poems throughout the months of Aprils past, this was the first in which I accomplished one every day for the entire month.

But where does such a compulsory urge to write every day come from?

Well, such an entreaty always feels necessary during National Poetry Month. It's my way of honoring my life as a poet, as a reader of poetry, as someone who picks apart song lyrics in the hopes there might be lyrical poetics beneath the production. The more poems I wrote, the more I wanted to write. I found safety on the page.

What made this April so different from those in the past?

While staying safe inside the walls of my home, I found the need to escape into words more desperately than ever before. Working on the daily poems felt profound and cathartic and steady during the early weeks of upheaval. For the first 8 days of the poems, the narrators never ventured beyond closed doors. At the urging of one of the bests, I took April 9th on a road trip just to feel like I, too, was experiencing the outside world while maintaining social distancing. And there was a sense of the exceptional each time I followed the rules I set forth.

Why would you impose rules on yourself?

Great question, dear reader! Some many years before now, I started sending stream-of-consciousness writings to the other best. Many poems came out of such efforts. To make these more difficult, we started assigning words for the other person to incorporate. Thus the first, but most useful rule was integrated into my month-long project.

Rule #1: Three words

Some days there were more than three, but every day had words provided by someone other than myself. Only one word was left out, but I promise, it was quite difficult to render within the writing, and that was after I was able to successfully include the word necrophile. There is a thrill I get at finding a rhythm to the writing, being guided by those assigned words. Sometimes it felt like a steady rainstorm, other days an endless spiral.

Rule #2: Stream-of-Consciousness

This seemed like the most obvious to apply, as it ensures the ephemeral is captured on the page without overthinking. I'm habitual in my need to overthink, but staying true to the fleeting feel of words being written all at once without editing helped hone my voice and strengthen the craft of the poems as the month progressed.

Rule #3: Don’t look back

While this may seem like it goes hand-in-hand with the second rule, I can assure you, this extends beyond the moment of writing. Throughout the month, I didn't look back to find a theme or central character or to edit any previous days' poems. But most interestingly, my obsessions were still there, certain characters and stories and themes all found their way to the page regardless of my manufacturing. That, dear reader, is the true magic of writing.

What comes next?

Well, dear reader, I hope Jonathan Groff narrated that message in your mind. Now I take a minute to read through the collection as is, relishing the tangibility of pages, thinking back on the photos that only added to the challenge of crafting these 30 poems. After that, the real work begins. I’ll revise. I'll submit to literary magazines. One best friend will edit the hell out of the writing and maybe help arrange these poems. Or maybe the poems will remain in date order. Another best friend will listen to me narrate this collection over the phone, though she is many states away. And when it's time, I will send out the full collection, and hope for real publication.

And when that day comes and this book is real for you, too, dear reader, I hope you will find words that break you, if only just a little, stanzas to heal the hurt, memories to reflect on three years from now when we only whisper about the tragedies beheld in the year 2020.

Until then, reader, I hope you are well and safe. I hope you are paying attention to the world and speaking up as we battle injustice and hurt. I hope you are healing and growing and becoming better in every possible way.

One last thought in regards to what I’ve called these April poems. There is a reason we leave things on the mantle, dear reader. We wish to remember.

This book is me remembering.